Driving home from work at 6 am and realized I don't think about her so often. This makes me very sad. I wish she were here. I wish I could have done something, anything to help her. Now her 2 kids are down that same path and again I'm not doing anything....
I feel like today for the first time I realized that she's never coming back and my heart breaks all over again. I'm needing to hear her reassuring voice or the way she made me feel I could do anything... That I was pretty, smart, brave... And I will never have that again. It's just not fair. I hate life. I hate this world. I just wish it was over. On top of feeling alone again, in a month it will be 22 years since my mom died...
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